New home for the oldies.

Hi people.

My days have been so fruitful. I've been doing some productive things lately which I've been so proud about. My mum doesn't feel so proud of it just because I made a huge mess in the room the other day. Mum, it's just a process hehe. I think I did it just because I got so bored of doing.. nothing. So, to end the boredom that almost made me went crazy, I did a cleaning spree on my closet guys!

I never thought that decluttering a closet can be so tiring and therapeutic at the same time. I legit was sweating while doing that ok? On top of that, I didn't seek for anyone's help. I did it all by myself and I got dizzy afterwards haha. OK all pains aside, I found so many things from my childhood which I got a bit emotional while cleaning up. But, I just had one rule at that time; I gotta move on, and not to get clinged on something in my past. Otherwise, this cleaning spree wouldn't be a success. I have to admit, it was hard at first because you aren't sure whether you want to keep things that you love dearly from your childhood days or just get rid of the things because they don't do you good anymore. There are magazines and report cards which I obviously didn't want to throw away of all my grades records (even though some are really bad ones) and those silly poses for the class photo hehe. OK, so for something that I wouldn't get anywhere else, I keep it. And for something that I can let go because I've grown out of the phase, in the bin you go!

There are also some souvenirs that I didn't get to give people. You know during primary school, if you go for holidays, you intended to buy souvenirs for your friends. But, when you're in school, you're too shy or too late to realize that you forgot to buy for the rest of the other 10 friends, so you ended up not giving to any of them. Hah, I was that girl. So, there are so many key chains and pouches from Korea and Beijing. Got fridge magnets too. In case you guys want to have some of them, hit me up ok! Because I tried to get it off from Mom's radar. So, gotta get rid of them quickly. I can just give it for free, consider that as a souvenir from me and I remembered you. But, if you live so far away from Shah Alam and I need to deliver it to you by post, you pay for the delivery fee can ah? Haha.

Hence, moving on to the clothes. Fuh, I don't even know where to start. There are so many old clothes that I haven't been wearing for quite some time. There are also some unworn clothes that I couldn't even bother to wear because it just didn't suit my style 7 years ago. So Mum made a suggestion for me to create a Carousell account to sell those old clothes because some of them still look nice and they are still in good condition. OK, don't come for me too soon. If you are wondering why doesn't she just donate the clothes instead of selling them? The reasons why I think selling them is the best way;

1. They are not simply t-shirts that everyone can wear (unisex clothes) hence, if I just want to give them away, I need to know my target.

2. Some clothes look new and they are unworn, hence if people actually make a purchase, I hope that they can be really appreciative of things that they buy with their own money. Because, I still prefer my old clothes to be in good hands.

3. Save the environment of course! Guys, our world is getting sick :-( and I can't afford to see it even more dying. I don't want to just throw them away while they can still be well-taken care of.

So guys, help me to find a new home for my preloved items! I love these clothes so much that I want you guys to wear and love them as much as I did. So, hurry up guys and find me on Carousell app;

username: @newhomeforpreloved

If you are the potential home provider, thank you so much in advance! I love you and let's make this world a better place ok!

Dayana

2020

Hi everyone.

Oh my God, this blog has been really dusty. I have not blogged since ages. I have mixed feelings but all I know is I miss blogging where I don't have things to rush about. I write whenever I want to. There are so many entries that I saved in the Drafts section, that couldn't make it to the blog entry. I know that people are not actually waiting for my come-back haha, but I, myself really miss this. I think it's much easier to express things that I want to say but too shy to say it out loud by blogging. So, here I am. And wow, it's 2020 already like what? 

OK guys, I'm not sure if you guys are like me. But, as cliche as it may sound, everyone keeps talking about new resolution when it's New Year's Eve. Personally, I don't really have one when people ask me because I usually just go with the flow. I just let myself grow and make some room for improvement as time passes by. And by the end of the year, I can just look at my archived stories on Instagram and see how much I've grown. Because I literally posted every single thing I do on Instagram, haha sorry not sorry. 

However, this year is going to be different. I actually do have a resolution. I wanted to start new with my life and write more. In this way, I get to share with you guys about my journey and also, this is something that I want to look back by the end of the year. To be really honest with you guys, something happened to me and I've been missing in action for few months already. As for now, I am not ready to tell you what I've been up to. But, one day maybe, insyaAllah.

I am making this come-back (let's hope that I can do this consistently) because I want to search a light of new hope and start to surround myself with positivity again.

For those who are having hard times at this point of your life, be patient. Good things will definitely come. Keep on praying, don't give up. Because the last time I did, it really took a toll on my health. You are a strong person, and you are unique. I believe that there's something for everyone. It's just a matter of time.

Dayana

Ticked off.

Hey. How's 2018 treating you so far? I was playing with my apps in my phone and I came across this bucket list that I made a year ago, I think. So, I just thought it might be fine to share it here. It feels so surreal that I've ticked off some of the things that I really wanted to do before I die just before 2017 ended (no, I'm not dying but it's called a life bucket list for a reason). When I made that list long time ago, I thought that nah, I wouldn't tick off any of those. But, when I finally did, it made me realized that nothing is impossible if you work hard for it. Haha, I'm sorry for the not-updated date since I just ticked those off just now. 

Except now I need to make some clarification to avoid misunderstanding, probably also for me to read this post back in 10 years from now. I tend to forget easily right in the future, who knows. Regarding the Italy trip, I thought that I might end up going there soon when I'm married. But, it got 10 times better that I managed to do it with my friends and I feel so glad to share the experience with them. Well maybe someday, I'll go with someone special okay. You know, people were right about it's not about the place, it's the people who make you feel at home.

I hope 2018 will be continuously treating everyone good.

Dayana

Bring it on.

Hello, people.

Where did the time fly so fast? Come on, it's 2018 already! It feels odd that I am now away from my family for the New Year's Eve. Every 1st of January in the morning, I would wake up in the morning just to tell jokes like "hey it's been a year I've been sleeping" to my family and they will get annoyed. I know you would say it's a lame joke but yeah, they just bear with it. Celebrating New Year's Eve every year is just the same at home, probably ever since my siblings are all grown up, we don't go all the way to KL to watch the fireworks anymore. But in Bristol, it's just so different that my flat feels so empty because people went back home to celebrate Christmas Day and followed by New Year's Eve. What I love about this holiday season, they also gave us wish cards which I think that's very thoughtful of them to do so. Hence, we also replied their wishes by sliding the cards under the door and we think that's cute!

I would say that I ended 2017 gracefully. I went to Italy during the winter break with my friends from college. Even though we had a bad start, but the whole journey made it all worth it in the end. I am so happy that we survived in Italy with complete strangers with zero English. We just couldn't believe that we actually went to Italy - just the four of us, I would add, just girls. I feel so relieved that I managed to explore Italy and planned the whole trip by ourselves. It's quite an experience for us and we sure had a lot to learn from this trip. I usually just waited for my mum to join her for any holiday trip, but this time around, it was all at our own risk. No tour guide, no guaranteed insurance, just us girls. I would say that it was a success that we are still alive now.

Despite all these joy, I also got a shocking news 3 days ago. My mother got admitted in the hospital which I am very worried about. It's nothing serious so far since further check-up by the doctor will be done soon. I hope everything will be just fine for her. Knowing that there's nothing I can do now sucks that I can't be there for her. But one thing that I know is she is one strong woman and she'll do anything to get back on her feet and discharge faster because she can't eat anything she wants now. Wishing you a Get Well Soon, Ibu! 

Also, I have final term exam in 10 days' time. I haven't studied a thing yet because I basically don't know where and how to start. I should probably start now, Mum would be freaked out if she knows about this. Catch up soon!

And I hope I'm still not too late to say this, may you'll have a great year ahead and start some new fresh resolutions for this year and be a better person you would ever dream to be. For those who think 2017 had been a tough year, just smile that you made it! A person you are now may be partly due to what happened in the past. Let's strive to make a wonderful year ahead and in order to do so, we must start somewhere. Happy New Year!

Dayana

Being away.

Hey there.

I don't know whether I am being so self-centered or not. But, I seem to enjoy writing on my blog even with the fact that nobody will ever read. But what to do.. I love writing! It's just that I've been busy with university stuff. Speaking of university, whoever said degree life is not going to be hectic, surrender yourself! Because it really is. Half of me is struggling with this current life I'm living. I mean, I am grateful for this blessing to study here but I get tired easily nowadays. Despite the jetlag I was suffering the other day, I slept early at around 8 pm. But, I'm recovering now hehe. 

Back to the business, I am so happy here. Not gonna lie that being a minority group here (being a Malaysian) is hard. I tend to force myself to squeeze in the group of local people here because if not, they're not going to talk to you the day after that. I gotta try to have a topic of the conversation. Once it's ended due to my awkward response, I have to be fast enough to divert into another topic. Man, buying birthday presents for my family are not this hard okay. But, you know there's always a silver lining about this. This has taught me to be true and be brave enough to say Hi and introduce myself. Instead of being silent and not knowing what to talk about, I just need to break the silence and just ask questions as simple as "how's your day going?". Yep, because they keep asking me that question every time we come across each other so why not? Hehe. But a simple act of kindness may create something huge right. Also, living in a student accommodation there are lots of local students here and they seem really nice and accepting. But being an Asian as I am, I tend to do everything by myself. I don't know why maybe it's just me being so multi-tasking so I prefer doing everything at a time and alone. I enjoy socializing and engaging with people but sometimes you just need a me time. If you get me, come and give me a virtual hug. 

Regarding my family, even since I'm here, my mother never fails to ask about me and my day. Facetime, Whatsapp, Snapchat, Twitter, Instagram etc. You name it - she uses every social media to engage with me. This is why I love Internet! Haha my mother is busted. Now I realize that being thousands miles away from your family, you're just making your family miss you even more and everything makes me teary when I first got here. My first phone call with Mum also made me shed tears because she wanted to sleep already. Different timezone really sucks. Also, writing a birthday speech for her made me cry. And then, I noticed that my father didn't even hug me for so long on the day I left - literally only 3 seconds. He was being strong as he always is, we assumed. But, I could see that he just wanted me to see how strong he was and let me be stronger. Put aside all the ego, he's being a gem even more after I left. He's always home compared to before. He's good at buying groceries and fruits when Mum's not around. He basically continues what I always do at home minus being sleepy at all times part. My brothers always gives my mum a company whenever she needs one without any sigh or complaints even for a small reason. Somehow, I feel that my departure brings everyone together.

Talking about E, he's doing just fine there in Sheffield. OK, people say it's not a valid long distance relationship if you're in the same country. But 300 miles away from each other is a long distance already! As usual, we keep our conversations simple and minimal because both of us have assignment and work to do in a day. I love us being like this, know our priorities and which should come first. Hopefully, we get to reunite in December during winter break. Overall, I love being here in Bristol. I tend to make a lot of self-development and also develop my cooking skills - okay, gotta talk more about this later. I also have some Malaysian friends here and also make me accompanied during weekends - so, don't worry guys I still have my social life to run.

Dayana

Miracles do happen.

Dear readers

I have good news, Praise be to Allah. 

In previous posts, I told you guys that I was going to sit for A-Levels examination. And it has been almost 3 months that I've waited for the results to be announced.

Praise be to Allah. They sent us the results already on 10th of August. I am really satisfied with the results. All my hard work has been paid off. I never thought I would achieve it and I am still clueless what did I do to deserve this. All the sweats, tears, hearts and souls I've been putting while studying, I can finally say that I'm done with A-Levels. 

Praise be to Allah. Final university offer has been announced today. Also, I received good news again. InsyaAllah, I am going to enroll in University of Bristol soon. I couldn't be more grateful to have such good support system like my beloved family and friends. They are a part of my life and I love them so much! Remind me if I ever forget that one day - maybe I will if my brothers start to misbehave. They can be really mean and ignorant sometimes, I hate it. I can't imagine meeting new people like them, I will slap them if I have to - no, I don't have the courage

As for my placement in the university, InsyaAllah I will be flying off to the UK in September. Haha, it's funny how very little my readers will read this. But never mind, just gonna state it here just in case I forget haha. Anyway, I will update soon for the details. 

The sad part about flying off, you don't get to meet your family and close friends as often as you do now. Even on the first day I enrolled in my college 2 years ago, I actually cried when my parents waved me good byes and drove away. Soon, they will see me walking away and the moment I pass through that X-ray section for our hand luggage, that will be the last time they ever see me unless if they are excited enough to chase me at the hallway upstairs - because that's what I always do when sending off my friend at the airport haha. Despite the excitement to further my studies abroad, I feel quite sad to leave everything behind. Come on, we only get to bring a 30 kg luggage with us - I start to picture myself squeezing the clothes for usual days and in preparation for winter season. Not only that, E will be enrolling in a university 180 miles away from me. I know you guys would probably think that it's not as far as being away from my family in Malaysia. But, 4 hours journey by the train is not a joke man. We will probably just wait till the day we come back to Malaysia for break.

Dayana

Either ups or downs;

You never come during both.

Become extra ordinary.

Hello people.

Okay, relax guys. I haven't finished my exam yet. It's just a reason for me to turn on my laptop other than, searching for past years objective questions. I know I'll regret after writing this. Because typing a new post doesn't take me about an hour or two. But, forever! 

Do you know that there is time when everything was thrown at you and all you have to do is just accepting it? Either good or bad. Just because you don't want to ruin other people's feelings around you. I hate it when it happens. Especially when it just includes a person. A person whom you think it's okay to be silly sometimes. I figured out maybe it's okay to be annoying, but maybe not for too long. Because I tell you what Mr., I am a person with a patience limit. Everyone has. It's just them who get to decide whether they should show it or not. When people try so hard to be nice with you, just appreciate, can't you? In the first place, I admit it was a joke. I could see that. But, enough is enough okay. Other people have feelings too. Doesn't mean your heart is fragile, make mine isn't. It's unfair when you can get mad at all things with no cost, while me, you just put it aside and think about it later.

So, here it is. I think this is the equality that people should be thinking of. It's not about how women should be put first. Not that I question about why do men should rule? It's the right thing to do in Islam, that's for sure. What I mean here is, women should not be discriminated. We have feelings and we have choice too. Don't ever step on women's head just because they seem weaker than you. We're not. We're just soft and we were created like that. I'm proud of all those women who had achieved so much in their life and get to decide in every decision making. Those women are inspiring. I hope one day I'll have such courage to do the same thing. E once told me to become extra ordinary. Ouch, haven't I became extra ordinary to you? But, I know by "extra ordinary", he meant that I should get out of my comfort zone and out of my nutshell without anyone telling me to do so. A person with vision. With that carried on your shoulder, people will have a little respect on you.

The next day, I instantly browsed through some Ladies' Kickboxing training centres. I don't know why I chose that activity which I know I'll complain a lot after attending my first class haha. Probably because my brother is also currently joining kickboxing program and he told us so many good things about it. So, I was kind of attracted to the name also the photos look convincing that I can break anyone's bones one day (though I know that I'll break my own bones haha). But, let's see how it goes. I am thinking to start the class after Raya. So, I told E about this idea. Don't know why he still doesn't reply me back....

Dayana

I am the real beast.

Yes, I've posted a post just now. But I didn't get enough of yesterday's incidents yet. A miserable day but yet, ended with a beautiful story line I promise.

It was Friday, yesterday. So, my friends and I booked movie tickets for Beauty and the Beast! We wanted to be the early birds to watch it. Unfortunately, on the same day, at the wrong timing, my car engine could not start. I was really panicked, of course. I'm in Seremban and my parents are not here. I never had this experience of calling people to repair the car engine or something before. But we went to watch the movie first. We didn't miss out few scenes, even the first 5 seconds of the movie. After the movie ended, only then I figured out some ways. You know, they say it's time to get help from your boyfriend. This is the time they get very useful even if they tend to be very annoying on a daily basis. So, E figured out a way and a battery guy came to check my car this morning. E and the mechanic also talked about some Engineering stuffs which I could not be bothered at all since I was too anxious to wait for the car to start again. Thank God, everything is good now. 

When this happens, everybody knows that I could not handle the panic and I tend to be very reckless quickly. I even asked everyone if they got a pair of jumpers or not (you know the ones they use to transfer the positive and negative charges from one car to another, yeah that one). Like, not everyone here brings a car so they didn't have one. I also almost purchased a pair of them online because I really thought that was the only way. However, I came to my senses and realized that I really should call a mechanic to clear this mess. I even had a small fight with E about this too. See, very miserable. So girls, I know we tend to get out of mind when something like this happens. Everything does not go in your way. It's okay to be like that (because I do it too, often). But you need to calm yourself down first. Otherwise, you can't think straight and do stupid decisions instead. Seek help from a friend/person that you really trust. Well at least, to make a wise decision for you. When it happened to me, luckily, I got some friends with me. Even though we say crappy things most of the time, but they just know when to be serious at times like this. Relax, and remember that every problem must have a solution. After the mechanic finished his job, me and E went to get something to eat for breakfast. At the end of the day, we laughed about it and realized how insane I could be when handling such situations. So girls, be sane okay. 

Dayana

Phew, college.

Hello there.

So, I've been disappearing for months now. You must expect this coming from me okay. I never had, and never will have free time while I'm still in college. My schedule has been busy for these past few weeks. (more like packed with sleeping and eating, but hey I'm a college student okay. So if you are one, then you should understand). Phew, my writing has been rusty too. I am turning only 20 soon, where did the time go?

Moving on; by busy schedule, I really mean it. My college held so many events. So many. That I needed to join or at least came to support the event that college had organized. Also, one of them was under Accounting Club. Thank God, I was not one of the high committees or something. I am still amazed how they got everything under control. You would say that I am telling you a lie if I say that we never had hard times all the way through. We did. Never got the return call from the schools that we've invited. They didn't reply to our emails. Over budgeted costs. Many students couldn't join the event because they got to head home. You name it, everything just decided to happen at a time. Despite all the challenges, I learned something. I am pretty sure I will never forget these experiences once I have graduated soon. The people, the place. I must admit that my college life is never a college life that everyone ever dreamed to live in. But, as a former daily high school student like me, I am getting a bit of exposure of how the real world looks like. All in all, I am really glad that I met my classmates who have been wonderful company throughout my college life. Each of us is unique (well, still finding what touch of uniqueness do I have). Sometimes, I find my myself smiling just by looking at their characters every day. At least something to be smiled at despite having to do the questions to prepare Statement of Financial Position of a freaking company or do that integration in Maths.

Few weeks from now, I have a big examination coming on. A BIG ONE. That's the final examination before I get to fly off to study abroad, InsyaAllah. It almost comes to an end. I don't know how I should feel about this. But one thing for sure, I want to get it over with quickly. A-Levels is killing everyone. Well at least, me. How did Vivy Yusof manage to take A-Levels while taking SPM examination in the same year? That one successful woman with big company she's currently running and 2 wonderful kids to raise. One thing I see in her, determination. Even though she had achieved so many things, she still wants to achieve more and more. I guess she just can't sit still. I wonder how many hours of sleep does she take?

Wait, did I mention about the big examination I will take weeks from now? Oh damn, I should go now. Should open my books and start studying.. At least for 1 hour long.

Dayana

Short post, I promise.

Hello humans.

It's officially 7 days till AS examination. I am starting to be panicked. What if I don't revise enough? What if I forget the formulas for Accounting paper? (who said that Accounting students don't need to memorize formulas? We do, okay). The worst part, what if I suddenly faint? Okay, maybe I am overreacting. So far, I've been doing well with my preparation. But you know the feelings that maybe you're not doing good enough? Here I am, asking whoever reads this, praying with me that I'll succeed in my future. I would like to ask for an apology if I ever offend you guys with my writing, by any means. But hey, it's never wrong to pray for others' well-beings right. (even tho actually no one reads this!) Haha.

Okay, I'm going to stop now. Going to watch The Stepfather on Fox Movies now. Bye!

Dayana

Stranded.

Hello people.

How's life? Okay, enough with the typical intro. So currently, I'm stranded here in college alone all by myself. No, the entire dorm is not empty. Shesh, my roommates went back home for the weekend. I know right, meeting the family, hugging their bed, playing with their cats (since Nurin, one of my roommates has some) and etc. But, let's put that aside, they will be back in few hours time since it's Monday tomorrow yay! (no, who's excited for weekdays?) 

So, here comes the story for the weekdays;

On the past Friday, we had 4 tests. Well, actually 4 papers to be exact. I know, it's freaking insane! And the most shocking part was, the Economics papers duration time were being cut from 1 hour to 30 minutes for paper 1 and 1 hour 45 minutes to 1 hour for paper 2. I mean, how was I going to finish writing my essays? Hey, figuring out the points was never easy either. Hands up, I didn't get it done btw hehe. But, it was Friday and all I was thinking about is, holiday! Um, do weekends count as holidays?

As for today, my allergy attacked me again. There are lots of red spots on my skin right now, and it's aching now. Irritating. Annoying. Itchy. What more words should I describe them? Good news, I didn't have my medication with me right now. Good job Dayana, you really expected that it was never going to be the next attack, didn't you? What's the worst part of getting an allergy attack, you never know from where it's coming from. One day I wake up, and boom. Red spots everywhere. Maybe, it is because of the food you eat or inhale the dirty air. Since my skin is being 100% more sensitive (I don't know if the percentage is right or wrong lol) when it gets itchy, I tend to scratch it more even when I'm just sitting on a chair doing absolutely nothing. Like, right now. And especially when you get sweaty, that's when you feel like on the verge of exploding. Haha. Guys, take care of yourself okay! It is so hot out there. The temperature is increasing and you'll always get sweaty. Get a shower if you don't feel comfortable. Because you don't know how much bacteria has been on your body when you're sweating. 

Lol, I feel like a doctor now. But no, I am just sharing my experience being a person who's specifically allergic to dust. It's unpredictable when it's going to attack you. So, just for a friendly reminder, prevention is better than cure.

On the other hand, AS examination is just around the corner. Just 23 more days away! I know, what have I been doing here in Seremban for the past 9 months. Wish me luck guys!

Okay last one, I am going to watch just one last movie. And I promise, I'm going to study afterwards (taking back my words..) Bye!

Dayana

Prioritize yourself.

What's so bad about making other people happy? Yes, that's a question I always ask myself when I feel upset and offended by some people. However, keeping the positive vibes and do it for Him. He knows best what's inside your heart. 

Despite that, besides making other people happy, you don't forget to make yourself happy first. To me, it works for ourselves first. You don't ask people to do things but you end up doing none of them. What's the point of creating other people's happiness while you're letting the tears streaming down your face? You're still not in peace. Because in fact, you're not throwing the sadness away. You just give up and move on. But, still in despair. Don't torture yourself, instead, prioritize yourself. Tell people who you can trust and let them hear your voice so that they can help you to heal the wound. Help yourself to accept things that has already happened. We don't have the rewind button to hit. The world doesn't revolve around you, my dear. You need to learn to let things go and listen to other people's opinion. They might face worse than you, and yet they survived.

Dayana

170 Days of Happiness.

Hello there. Phew, I finally got to steal some time here in college to blog. My body has been working entirely for the past few days. Mandarin Day and KMS Marathon; checked. Participating in these events are fun though. But looking at the worst part, to decorate the entire hall and expressing idea on how to make it as Chinatown as it can be. Stressing, and tiring. The decoration was a bit simple but all we know that, there is a Mandarin Day event going on. On top of that, I was truly amazed with the decoration team, performers and the other behind-the-scene team. 

Speaking of the title, today marks 170th day of me annoying an incredibly annoying not-so-amazing yet so thoughtful guy. So hey, I am definitely sure that you won't read this. But whoever reads this and you know this is for you, or by all means, maybe you're smiling right now. But no, you don't have to cry because that would be so exaggerating and more annoying. Yet;

HAPPY 170 DAYS!

Dayana

A come back.

Hi earthlings! I'm back. Wow, it seems like this blog has been a little bit dusty. Out of the blue, I feel like writing today. 

I'll make it short. I'm already 18 and going to be 19 soon, this year (feel old enough?). Currently studying in MARA College Seremban and taking Accounting course. Met new people with many kinds of different thoughts and points of view. Glad to say that I am currently in the right path just like I've planned for my future. I really hope that I am making the right decision.

Talking about future, I am still trying to pull myself together to fit in my current life right now. There were so many things happened for the past few months. Both ups and downs. Alhamdulillah, I came back being stronger than before. Even though sometimes I fail to stand up straight, but I'm glad that I am surrounded by positive vibes. These incidents taught me that skies can turn dark in any minute. Hence, it's us who must learn to handle it wisely and get through it with victory. Put the ego aside. Accept those helpful criticism with an open heart. Okay maybe I am being too dramatic here. But, I am truly amazed by people who managed to get up after various obstacles had been thrown on them. In fact, my dear self is struggling to control my anger, be nice and brave. I admit, it takes time though. On the other side, you can't expect people to change drastically. If you want to see him/her change, guide them. Don't let them do it alone. If you think they need your help, lend them your helping hands. You can always advise them, but in a nice way. Nobody likes the harsh way, even you (ask yourself!).

I know that it is easier said than done. I've read somewhere; if you want happiness for a lifetime, help someone else. However, remember that your happiness counts too.

Dayana

"Not all things last long."

"There must be some days which you don't even want to remember at all"

Perfect.

A mate.

Hi there, I just feel bored right now. So yeah, the good thing i can think now is, blogging! I did my math homework just now, and it pissed me off when i couldn't calculate things right. It's all about numbers and also alphabets. Haih things get difficult, isn't that exciting? But nvm, do it like a queen! Main hentam taram je :p

So yesterday, i wrote about some of my friends will go to boarding school. There was picture i found here, look down there!

She's Ellin! She is my old schoolmate when i was in sk raja muda. At that moment, we were not close friends. Then, alhamdulillah i met her again in smk seksyen 9. And since then, we became close. She did 'hi' me on my first day in smk seksyen 9 and i realized there was someone i knew here. Ugh flashback makes me dropping tears haha. But, next week will be her last week of school. We, her friends are really sad knowing that she'll leave us :( it's not that i want to stop her. You know, she's that person who did a good job of being a nice friend. And now she's going, it's very touchy! But the truth, as a good friend we have to let a friend to be successful right? So, if that's her rezeki, then we'll pray for her success wherever she is. InsyaAllah we'll meet again ya ellin! For the third time after a long-time-not-seeing-each-other maybe :')

P/s: sorry for not posting as usual as i always do, if you might notice anything.

Dayana

So long.

Cak! Assalamualaikum. Yeah, it's been too long I last updated this dusty blog. So, here I am. It's 2013 already. "Time sure flies so fast" as everybody always say. Unsurprisingly, I miss 2012. The classmates, the joy and the laughter combined. It was a really magical moment, and of course I won't forget about it. Unforgettable, I may add. Skip that part, it's saddening. Let's go to the fun part, I got into science class alhamdulillah, as I wished. But um, mother's wish to be exact. Haha but nvm, I should give it a try. Even Alexander Graham Bell *i don't know if i spell it right tried his best to invent the very first telephone long time ago. So, why shouldn't I do a thing way simpler right? Okay, sorry for making you not understand. But yeah, truthfully.

Homework! Yup interesting part, perhaps. I got loads of homework already on first week of school. As usual, I tried to be as hardworking as I can. I have to practise doing it, and get used to it. Eventually, the laziness haunts me slowly. Even now I can feel it man. Luckily, I got in the same class with some of my girl friends. But suprisingly, Taha, this funny person alive already moved to other class today. We were kinda sad, because there would be no clown in class anymore :-( you will be missed Taha! haha if kau ever baca ni, habis aku -.- and for the SBP application, I didn't make it. But some of my friends did. Congratulation to them! However, watching them leave is one of the hardest thing after a year has passed. I'm sad of course, but all I can say good luck guys! :') ♥

Okay, stop with emotional part here. And this weekend, the only thing Ibu allows me to do. Help her cleaning her students' class. Lol maybe it sounds boring, but she said she'll give me and my lil' brother some money. So, we're going to do it as sincere as we can haha. Plus, it's a bond time right? Till then.

Dayana