I am the real beast.

Yes, I've posted a post just now. But I didn't get enough of yesterday's incidents yet. A miserable day but yet, ended with a beautiful story line I promise.

It was Friday, yesterday. So, my friends and I booked movie tickets for Beauty and the Beast! We wanted to be the early birds to watch it. Unfortunately, on the same day, at the wrong timing, my car engine could not start. I was really panicked, of course. I'm in Seremban and my parents are not here. I never had this experience of calling people to repair the car engine or something before. But we went to watch the movie first. We didn't miss out few scenes, even the first 5 seconds of the movie. After the movie ended, only then I figured out some ways. You know, they say it's time to get help from your boyfriend. This is the time they get very useful even if they tend to be very annoying on a daily basis. So, E figured out a way and a battery guy came to check my car this morning. E and the mechanic also talked about some Engineering stuffs which I could not be bothered at all since I was too anxious to wait for the car to start again. Thank God, everything is good now. 

When this happens, everybody knows that I could not handle the panic and I tend to be very reckless quickly. I even asked everyone if they got a pair of jumpers or not (you know the ones they use to transfer the positive and negative charges from one car to another, yeah that one). Like, not everyone here brings a car so they didn't have one. I also almost purchased a pair of them online because I really thought that was the only way. However, I came to my senses and realized that I really should call a mechanic to clear this mess. I even had a small fight with E about this too. See, very miserable. So girls, I know we tend to get out of mind when something like this happens. Everything does not go in your way. It's okay to be like that (because I do it too, often). But you need to calm yourself down first. Otherwise, you can't think straight and do stupid decisions instead. Seek help from a friend/person that you really trust. Well at least, to make a wise decision for you. When it happened to me, luckily, I got some friends with me. Even though we say crappy things most of the time, but they just know when to be serious at times like this. Relax, and remember that every problem must have a solution. After the mechanic finished his job, me and E went to get something to eat for breakfast. At the end of the day, we laughed about it and realized how insane I could be when handling such situations. So girls, be sane okay. 

Dayana

Phew, college.

Hello there.

So, I've been disappearing for months now. You must expect this coming from me okay. I never had, and never will have free time while I'm still in college. My schedule has been busy for these past few weeks. (more like packed with sleeping and eating, but hey I'm a college student okay. So if you are one, then you should understand). Phew, my writing has been rusty too. I am turning only 20 soon, where did the time go?

Moving on; by busy schedule, I really mean it. My college held so many events. So many. That I needed to join or at least came to support the event that college had organized. Also, one of them was under Accounting Club. Thank God, I was not one of the high committees or something. I am still amazed how they got everything under control. You would say that I am telling you a lie if I say that we never had hard times all the way through. We did. Never got the return call from the schools that we've invited. They didn't reply to our emails. Over budgeted costs. Many students couldn't join the event because they got to head home. You name it, everything just decided to happen at a time. Despite all the challenges, I learned something. I am pretty sure I will never forget these experiences once I have graduated soon. The people, the place. I must admit that my college life is never a college life that everyone ever dreamed to live in. But, as a former daily high school student like me, I am getting a bit of exposure of how the real world looks like. All in all, I am really glad that I met my classmates who have been wonderful company throughout my college life. Each of us is unique (well, still finding what touch of uniqueness do I have). Sometimes, I find my myself smiling just by looking at their characters every day. At least something to be smiled at despite having to do the questions to prepare Statement of Financial Position of a freaking company or do that integration in Maths.

Few weeks from now, I have a big examination coming on. A BIG ONE. That's the final examination before I get to fly off to study abroad, InsyaAllah. It almost comes to an end. I don't know how I should feel about this. But one thing for sure, I want to get it over with quickly. A-Levels is killing everyone. Well at least, me. How did Vivy Yusof manage to take A-Levels while taking SPM examination in the same year? That one successful woman with big company she's currently running and 2 wonderful kids to raise. One thing I see in her, determination. Even though she had achieved so many things, she still wants to achieve more and more. I guess she just can't sit still. I wonder how many hours of sleep does she take?

Wait, did I mention about the big examination I will take weeks from now? Oh damn, I should go now. Should open my books and start studying.. At least for 1 hour long.

Dayana

Short post, I promise.

Hello humans.

It's officially 7 days till AS examination. I am starting to be panicked. What if I don't revise enough? What if I forget the formulas for Accounting paper? (who said that Accounting students don't need to memorize formulas? We do, okay). The worst part, what if I suddenly faint? Okay, maybe I am overreacting. So far, I've been doing well with my preparation. But you know the feelings that maybe you're not doing good enough? Here I am, asking whoever reads this, praying with me that I'll succeed in my future. I would like to ask for an apology if I ever offend you guys with my writing, by any means. But hey, it's never wrong to pray for others' well-beings right. (even tho actually no one reads this!) Haha.

Okay, I'm going to stop now. Going to watch The Stepfather on Fox Movies now. Bye!

Dayana

Stranded.

Hello people.

How's life? Okay, enough with the typical intro. So currently, I'm stranded here in college alone all by myself. No, the entire dorm is not empty. Shesh, my roommates went back home for the weekend. I know right, meeting the family, hugging their bed, playing with their cats (since Nurin, one of my roommates has some) and etc. But, let's put that aside, they will be back in few hours time since it's Monday tomorrow yay! (no, who's excited for weekdays?) 

So, here comes the story for the weekdays;

On the past Friday, we had 4 tests. Well, actually 4 papers to be exact. I know, it's freaking insane! And the most shocking part was, the Economics papers duration time were being cut from 1 hour to 30 minutes for paper 1 and 1 hour 45 minutes to 1 hour for paper 2. I mean, how was I going to finish writing my essays? Hey, figuring out the points was never easy either. Hands up, I didn't get it done btw hehe. But, it was Friday and all I was thinking about is, holiday! Um, do weekends count as holidays?

As for today, my allergy attacked me again. There are lots of red spots on my skin right now, and it's aching now. Irritating. Annoying. Itchy. What more words should I describe them? Good news, I didn't have my medication with me right now. Good job Dayana, you really expected that it was never going to be the next attack, didn't you? What's the worst part of getting an allergy attack, you never know from where it's coming from. One day I wake up, and boom. Red spots everywhere. Maybe, it is because of the food you eat or inhale the dirty air. Since my skin is being 100% more sensitive (I don't know if the percentage is right or wrong lol) when it gets itchy, I tend to scratch it more even when I'm just sitting on a chair doing absolutely nothing. Like, right now. And especially when you get sweaty, that's when you feel like on the verge of exploding. Haha. Guys, take care of yourself okay! It is so hot out there. The temperature is increasing and you'll always get sweaty. Get a shower if you don't feel comfortable. Because you don't know how much bacteria has been on your body when you're sweating. 

Lol, I feel like a doctor now. But no, I am just sharing my experience being a person who's specifically allergic to dust. It's unpredictable when it's going to attack you. So, just for a friendly reminder, prevention is better than cure.

On the other hand, AS examination is just around the corner. Just 23 more days away! I know, what have I been doing here in Seremban for the past 9 months. Wish me luck guys!

Okay last one, I am going to watch just one last movie. And I promise, I'm going to study afterwards (taking back my words..) Bye!

Dayana

Prioritize yourself.

What's so bad about making other people happy? Yes, that's a question I always ask myself when I feel upset and offended by some people. However, keeping the positive vibes and do it for Him. He knows best what's inside your heart. 

Despite that, besides making other people happy, you don't forget to make yourself happy first. To me, it works for ourselves first. You don't ask people to do things but you end up doing none of them. What's the point of creating other people's happiness while you're letting the tears streaming down your face? You're still not in peace. Because in fact, you're not throwing the sadness away. You just give up and move on. But, still in despair. Don't torture yourself, instead, prioritize yourself. Tell people who you can trust and let them hear your voice so that they can help you to heal the wound. Help yourself to accept things that has already happened. We don't have the rewind button to hit. The world doesn't revolve around you, my dear. You need to learn to let things go and listen to other people's opinion. They might face worse than you, and yet they survived.

Dayana