Before and After.

So, hello everyone. Um holiday already started! It's the 4th day of holiday for Form 3's students since SPM already started on Monday this week. I don't know how to feel here, whether happy since holiday's here or sad. Because I've been spending my holiday with some completely empty days. Well, most of one's parents are busy working on weekdays, yup so do my parents. Plus, Abang's taking his SPM examination now. And syameer, um if only one of us can drive, we would go to some places where we're absolutely gonna have fun there. Watch movies, do some window shopping, etc - sounds pretty good huh. Yeah, Syameer can be a shopaholic person sometimes. Haha, blame our parents for being like one. Actually, me and my friends are planning some activities to do during this holiday. But the problem is, we don't have any transportation at some particular time.

Speaking of transportation, do you think that someday, there will be a flying car? I really hope that someone, please invent one. Oh yeah, I've been thinking about technologies in the future lately. It must be some cool things invented one day huh? And, I'm already 50+ years old at that time, which I can barely walk for too long. Um I really want to be adventurous! Travelling to places which I can enjoy those Allah's beautiful creations. We, humans are supposed to see them and be grateful with Allah's greatness. That's why I need those flying cars and stuffs haha. Maybe you think I'm dreaming too much, yeah I'm in fantasy mood already. Idk why, but I can't wait for that moment.

Anyway, here's a huge shout out to all SPM-ers.

GOOD LUCK AND DO THE BEST. MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR.

Dayana

This leads to my future.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Hi humans, oh how I really miss blogging. I do really miss my blog, so much! Um I guess, enough with the dramatic action. So, I am officially saying that I'm done with PMR week. It was finally over and I guess, it was a success. Yay for me? No, I think I can't really enjoy this moment of 'joy' since I've been thinking a lot about the result. Will it be worse? Or better? As you may not know, I am not one of the smartest students in school which achieves good results most of the time. Maybe I'm in the middle, which I still feel grateful about that. Ugh I feel like running away till the result is being announced. Some people might think that we don't have to think about it now, maybe later. Now, it's freedom time. Escape for awhile from all things we've been carrying on our shoulder. But, I don't think I'd like that 'awhile' word. Ugh, I've been talking to myself about this. Future. What if I choose the wrong path? 

To be a successful human, not only on earth. But also in akhirat. During azan, we are also being heard Hayya 'Alal Falah and Falah means success. Just be what you're capable of. I'm not doing this for only myself, but also for my parents. I want to make them proud of me, having me as their daughter. Yeah, at first I had some issues of choosing some option for my class next year. I want A, but Mom wants B. Let's just say, our decision are not the same. She acted like she knows everything good about me. I was devastated at first, since we didn't have the same thoughts. But then, I realize she knows the best. Second person who knows you well besides your own self is, Ibu, Mama, Mummy, Umi, Bonda, Mak; our mother. So I think, I'm gonna go with the flow. Who knows this decision will lead me to a bright future someday. Plus, having a blessing from our parents about what we're doing is something I always wish for. Maybe I haven't been a good daughter to them, so that's why I take this challenge to change everything. Get back on track, to be exact. Pure Science class, if only I get 6A's and above. InsyaAllah, all I can do now is, tawakkal and leave it all to Allah.

Dayana

Dropping by.

Hey humans, sorry for the lack of updates. I don't know what to say here. Suddenly I miss blogging, so I intend to drop by. Oh, it's kind of awkward because blogger just changed its appearance. Haih, why keep on changing? Don't you feel tired, huh? Nvm, I'll try to understand this hehe. 

So, my life now? Umm, been good. My life's getting busy now. PMR, studying, folios, revision - those what I really need to think about, now. Also, I'm really happy of getting many new friends here, in SMK S9. They're kind, sweet and they remind me of my friends in Sevens. I still remember that moment when I first stepped my feet here, I really felt insecure. Got no guts to make friends, friends on first day - only 5% . Hihi that was because I was afraid of new surroundings. But now Alhamdulillah, those feelings and situations are fading. Instead, I really enjoy myself being in here. Even though, they were some incidents already happened here. As usual, it's about getting offended and that not-supposed-to-happen-feeling this year. However, that seems fine to me. All I can do now is, pray for better moments that I can make them as a good memory someday. Even now, I'm having these cool-and-tak-reti-duduk-diam friends who always cheer up my day.

So that's all. Got folios to do. Maybe after this, it really takes time waiting for me to come back. I'm sorry, I have to do this. It's for my own future. I have to abandon you doesn't mean I want to throw you away permanently. Just for a short period of time. Soon, I'll come back. But don't worry, insyaAllah I'll make a long post as soon as I get back okay since I'll visit you rarely after this. Bye! :') xx

Dayana

Diamonds and Ruby.

Hey humans, first of all, I want to say sorry for the lack of updates. I bet you're not wondering where I've been, plus it's not very important as well. So, during my invisibility, I've been through so many obstacles and actually I'm still trying to get through them. I feel like giving up. Like, problems come slowly day by day. Crawling with so much hatred, without me noticing them. 

Skip about that, and there it is. This is where exactly I've been, I went to Vietnam during last holiday with my mom. It is said to be mother-and-daughter-vacation. I took this opportunity to spend time only with her, and Alhamdulillah everything went well. But, before we left Malaysia, Ayah, Abang and Syameer didn't take the chance to hug us then, my mom cried. And yes I admit, I miss the brothers so much. It was not that fun without them during this vacation. So, I said something to make her calm. In Vietnam, we spent our money really wild. To be exact, we used our money to buy many cheap things as the souvenirs so it was a wise decision, perhaps.

Currently, I'm doing my Geografi and Sejarah folios for PMR. Well, I'm now 10% working on Geografi's. And, Sejarah? I don't start making it yet. Furthermore, it is proved that I'm now blogging after I get bored of typing and too lazy to release the ideas. Yay me! Ugh, so I'm going to continue afterwards. Bye! 

Anyway, I'm sorry for not uploading the photos in Vietnam. I'm such a lazy person, I'm sorry :/

Dayana

Uncontrolled emotions.

Hey people, I'm back. So, it has been 16 days since the school session started. Yeah, and since Aina asked me to update my blog, so here I am ;-) Alhamdulillah, everything is fine. I got many friends, and I'm lucky I'm still breathing.. Just I'm still in progress of making myself feel comfortable at new school. At first, it was hard to say Hi to new friends, people who I didn't even know or see before. Even I'm still shy with people I've known long time ago. 

Okay so, my mission now is, collect more points for my co-curriculum marks. It's really important to me. Sadly, I didn't get into the choir team. Hmm it was frustrating, you know. Made an effort to go for the audition, but it ended up like this. Well, maybe I'm not talented in that field. Nvm, maybe there's a chance for me in other field. Erm what else? Oh yeah, this year I go to the school everyday with Abang. He drives the car since he can drive now and same school with me. Haha, nak balik pun gelabah sebab awkward ramai tengok.. Okay best experience ever for now. 

By the way, I miss my Sevens' friends. Oh god, everyone! Luckily, we have Twitter account so that, we can tweet everywhere and keep in touch ;-) My gurlzz, and those girls and boys. I'm sorry I can't name each of you those I miss, because I miss everyone! Each of you.. Oh, me and Afina planned to do sleepover at her house during Chinese New Year holiday. Ah, I can't wait. Hopefully, everything will go as well as we planned. Wondering why I must be transferred this year? Hmm at least, let me collect more points first. You know, the moment when you want to be active, but everyone doesn't know you and they don't know what your purpose is because they don't know you yet. Hmm obviously, I have problem in communicating with people. How sad my life is. Oh, I'm sorry for this 'bahasa direct'. I just wrote things that crossed in my mind. Like, directly.

Dayana

Datin Passion.

Hey people, I named that title on purpose haha, due to Datin Ghairah movie. I don't know why, I just feel like putting that name. Today, nothing happened. Just my siblings weren't at home this whole day, so I was left in the house with my parents and maid. How pathetic :/ But, luckily I have this cute fluffy Persian Cat with me. As you may not know, my days lately have been tough. I admit, it's difficult to deal with it. Sometimes I just can't control myself in handling my own problem. Moreover, those might affect my studies this year. Yeah, some people were right about it's easy to say, but us who face all of this :'/ But, I'll try to keep my faith and be good on every minute. Okay, got to go now. I'm off to nowhere.

Anyway I already registered my Starbucks Card, weee :3

Dayana