Monday, May 29, 2017

Become extra ordinary.


Hello people.

Okay, relax guys. I haven't finished my exam yet. It's just a reason for me to turn on my laptop other than, searching for past years objective questions. I know I'll regret after writing this. Because typing a new post doesn't take me about an hour or two. But, forever! 

Do you know that there is time when everything was thrown at you and all you have to do is just accepting it? Either good or bad. Just because you don't want to ruin other people's feelings around you. I hate it when it happens. Especially when it just includes a person. A person whom you think it's okay to be silly sometimes. I figured out maybe it's okay to be annoying, but maybe not for too long. Because I tell you what Mr., I am a person with a patience limit. Everyone has. It's just them who get to decide whether they should show it or not. When people try so hard to be nice with you, just appreciate, can't you? In the first place, I admit it was a joke. I could see that. But, enough is enough okay. Other people have feelings too. Doesn't mean your heart is fragile, make mine isn't. It's unfair when you can get mad at all things with no cost, while me, you just put it aside and think about it later.

So, here it is. I think this is the equality that people should be thinking of. It's not about how women should be put first. Not that I question about why do men should rule? It's the right thing to do in Islam, that's for sure. What I mean here is, women should not be discriminated. We have feelings and we have choice too. Don't ever step on women's head just because they seem weaker than you. We're not. We're just soft and we were created like that. I'm proud of all those women who had achieved so much in their life and get to decide in every decision making. Those women are inspiring. I hope one day I'll have such courage to do the same thing. E once told me to become extra ordinary. Ouch, haven't I became extra ordinary to you? But, I know by "extra ordinary", he meant that I should get out of my comfort zone and out of my nutshell without anyone telling me to do so. A person with vision. With that carried on your shoulder, people will have a little respect on you.

The next day, I instantly browsed through some Ladies' Kickboxing training centres. I don't know why I chose that activity which I know I'll complain a lot after attending my first class haha. Probably because my brother is also currently joining kickboxing program and he told us so many good things about it. So, I was kind of attracted to the name also the photos look convincing that I can break anyone's bones one day (though I know that I'll break my own bones haha). But, let's see how it goes. I am thinking to start the class after Raya. So, I told E about this idea. Don't know why he still doesn't reply me back....

Dayana