Short post, I promise.

Hello humans.

It's officially 7 days till AS examination. I am starting to be panicked. What if I don't revise enough? What if I forget the formulas for Accounting paper? (who said that Accounting students don't need to memorize formulas? We do, okay). The worst part, what if I suddenly faint? Okay, maybe I am overreacting. So far, I've been doing well with my preparation. But you know the feelings that maybe you're not doing good enough? Here I am, asking whoever reads this, praying with me that I'll succeed in my future. I would like to ask for an apology if I ever offend you guys with my writing, by any means. But hey, it's never wrong to pray for others' well-beings right. (even tho actually no one reads this!) Haha.

Okay, I'm going to stop now. Going to watch The Stepfather on Fox Movies now. Bye!

Dayana

Stranded.

Hello people.

How's life? Okay, enough with the typical intro. So currently, I'm stranded here in college alone all by myself. No, the entire dorm is not empty. Shesh, my roommates went back home for the weekend. I know right, meeting the family, hugging their bed, playing with their cats (since Nurin, one of my roommates has some) and etc. But, let's put that aside, they will be back in few hours time since it's Monday tomorrow yay! (no, who's excited for weekdays?) 

So, here comes the story for the weekdays;

On the past Friday, we had 4 tests. Well, actually 4 papers to be exact. I know, it's freaking insane! And the most shocking part was, the Economics papers duration time were being cut from 1 hour to 30 minutes for paper 1 and 1 hour 45 minutes to 1 hour for paper 2. I mean, how was I going to finish writing my essays? Hey, figuring out the points was never easy either. Hands up, I didn't get it done btw hehe. But, it was Friday and all I was thinking about is, holiday! Um, do weekends count as holidays?

As for today, my allergy attacked me again. There are lots of red spots on my skin right now, and it's aching now. Irritating. Annoying. Itchy. What more words should I describe them? Good news, I didn't have my medication with me right now. Good job Dayana, you really expected that it was never going to be the next attack, didn't you? What's the worst part of getting an allergy attack, you never know from where it's coming from. One day I wake up, and boom. Red spots everywhere. Maybe, it is because of the food you eat or inhale the dirty air. Since my skin is being 100% more sensitive (I don't know if the percentage is right or wrong lol) when it gets itchy, I tend to scratch it more even when I'm just sitting on a chair doing absolutely nothing. Like, right now. And especially when you get sweaty, that's when you feel like on the verge of exploding. Haha. Guys, take care of yourself okay! It is so hot out there. The temperature is increasing and you'll always get sweaty. Get a shower if you don't feel comfortable. Because you don't know how much bacteria has been on your body when you're sweating. 

Lol, I feel like a doctor now. But no, I am just sharing my experience being a person who's specifically allergic to dust. It's unpredictable when it's going to attack you. So, just for a friendly reminder, prevention is better than cure.

On the other hand, AS examination is just around the corner. Just 23 more days away! I know, what have I been doing here in Seremban for the past 9 months. Wish me luck guys!

Okay last one, I am going to watch just one last movie. And I promise, I'm going to study afterwards (taking back my words..) Bye!

Dayana

Prioritize yourself.

What's so bad about making other people happy? Yes, that's a question I always ask myself when I feel upset and offended by some people. However, keeping the positive vibes and do it for Him. He knows best what's inside your heart. 

Despite that, besides making other people happy, you don't forget to make yourself happy first. To me, it works for ourselves first. You don't ask people to do things but you end up doing none of them. What's the point of creating other people's happiness while you're letting the tears streaming down your face? You're still not in peace. Because in fact, you're not throwing the sadness away. You just give up and move on. But, still in despair. Don't torture yourself, instead, prioritize yourself. Tell people who you can trust and let them hear your voice so that they can help you to heal the wound. Help yourself to accept things that has already happened. We don't have the rewind button to hit. The world doesn't revolve around you, my dear. You need to learn to let things go and listen to other people's opinion. They might face worse than you, and yet they survived.

Dayana

170 Days of Happiness.

Hello there. Phew, I finally got to steal some time here in college to blog. My body has been working entirely for the past few days. Mandarin Day and KMS Marathon; checked. Participating in these events are fun though. But looking at the worst part, to decorate the entire hall and expressing idea on how to make it as Chinatown as it can be. Stressing, and tiring. The decoration was a bit simple but all we know that, there is a Mandarin Day event going on. On top of that, I was truly amazed with the decoration team, performers and the other behind-the-scene team. 

Speaking of the title, today marks 170th day of me annoying an incredibly annoying not-so-amazing yet so thoughtful guy. So hey, I am definitely sure that you won't read this. But whoever reads this and you know this is for you, or by all means, maybe you're smiling right now. But no, you don't have to cry because that would be so exaggerating and more annoying. Yet;

HAPPY 170 DAYS!

Dayana

A come back.

Hi earthlings! I'm back. Wow, it seems like this blog has been a little bit dusty. Out of the blue, I feel like writing today. 

I'll make it short. I'm already 18 and going to be 19 soon, this year (feel old enough?). Currently studying in MARA College Seremban and taking Accounting course. Met new people with many kinds of different thoughts and points of view. Glad to say that I am currently in the right path just like I've planned for my future. I really hope that I am making the right decision.

Talking about future, I am still trying to pull myself together to fit in my current life right now. There were so many things happened for the past few months. Both ups and downs. Alhamdulillah, I came back being stronger than before. Even though sometimes I fail to stand up straight, but I'm glad that I am surrounded by positive vibes. These incidents taught me that skies can turn dark in any minute. Hence, it's us who must learn to handle it wisely and get through it with victory. Put the ego aside. Accept those helpful criticism with an open heart. Okay maybe I am being too dramatic here. But, I am truly amazed by people who managed to get up after various obstacles had been thrown on them. In fact, my dear self is struggling to control my anger, be nice and brave. I admit, it takes time though. On the other side, you can't expect people to change drastically. If you want to see him/her change, guide them. Don't let them do it alone. If you think they need your help, lend them your helping hands. You can always advise them, but in a nice way. Nobody likes the harsh way, even you (ask yourself!).

I know that it is easier said than done. I've read somewhere; if you want happiness for a lifetime, help someone else. However, remember that your happiness counts too.

Dayana