Uncontrolled emotions.

Hey people, I'm back. So, it has been 16 days since the school session started. Yeah, and since Aina asked me to update my blog, so here I am ;-) Alhamdulillah, everything is fine. I got many friends, and I'm lucky I'm still breathing.. Just I'm still in progress of making myself feel comfortable at new school. At first, it was hard to say Hi to new friends, people who I didn't even know or see before. Even I'm still shy with people I've known long time ago. 

Okay so, my mission now is, collect more points for my co-curriculum marks. It's really important to me. Sadly, I didn't get into the choir team. Hmm it was frustrating, you know. Made an effort to go for the audition, but it ended up like this. Well, maybe I'm not talented in that field. Nvm, maybe there's a chance for me in other field. Erm what else? Oh yeah, this year I go to the school everyday with Abang. He drives the car since he can drive now and same school with me. Haha, nak balik pun gelabah sebab awkward ramai tengok.. Okay best experience ever for now. 

By the way, I miss my Sevens' friends. Oh god, everyone! Luckily, we have Twitter account so that, we can tweet everywhere and keep in touch ;-) My gurlzz, and those girls and boys. I'm sorry I can't name each of you those I miss, because I miss everyone! Each of you.. Oh, me and Afina planned to do sleepover at her house during Chinese New Year holiday. Ah, I can't wait. Hopefully, everything will go as well as we planned. Wondering why I must be transferred this year? Hmm at least, let me collect more points first. You know, the moment when you want to be active, but everyone doesn't know you and they don't know what your purpose is because they don't know you yet. Hmm obviously, I have problem in communicating with people. How sad my life is. Oh, I'm sorry for this 'bahasa direct'. I just wrote things that crossed in my mind. Like, directly.

Dayana

Datin Passion.

Hey people, I named that title on purpose haha, due to Datin Ghairah movie. I don't know why, I just feel like putting that name. Today, nothing happened. Just my siblings weren't at home this whole day, so I was left in the house with my parents and maid. How pathetic :/ But, luckily I have this cute fluffy Persian Cat with me. As you may not know, my days lately have been tough. I admit, it's difficult to deal with it. Sometimes I just can't control myself in handling my own problem. Moreover, those might affect my studies this year. Yeah, some people were right about it's easy to say, but us who face all of this :'/ But, I'll try to keep my faith and be good on every minute. Okay, got to go now. I'm off to nowhere.

Anyway I already registered my Starbucks Card, weee :3

Dayana 

I have loved you.

Hey humans, so I just got back from Bukit Raja. Yeah, I had a reunion with 2 Gemilang '11 today. Well, it was great meeting my classmates who will be my ex schoolmates next year :') Hmm so, I was happy today for getting some presents from my classmates and my gurlzz. I was surprised, never thought that I would get such wonderful things before my leaving. Anyway Emy didn't show up, due to some reason :'/ Why Emy, why? And after that, I watched Jack and Jill with Aliana, Aina and Anis. We also accompanied Anis to buy a tee for herself :'/ using a voucher $$ So, let the pictures tell.

Presenting.. Our 'adorable' faces.

Shaza was there too :')

Hi Hairil ;-)

Crazy guys next table.

Nizam.. with his pizza slice.

Talkative girl behind my table.

Got our own specialty.

One last shot, aww I wish Emy was there :')

So guys, thanks for ze reunion and Alhamdulillah, I had blast. And for the gifts, thank you so much! I love them all. And, thanks for being such crazy maniac and awesome classmates for this whole year. I'll always remember this year, 2011 ♥

Ze presents will be uploaded in next post. Till then.

Dayana

Part of my life.

Hello kids, oh am I that old? I'm sorry. Hey people, so my preparation for school is 45% done. Hehe if my mom reads this, I'll get a free flying kick. Hm even I don't read any book yet during this holiday. Okay I'm worried.. about myself. Feel like I already lost part of my old 'me'. When I was kid, I love to read books. I mean, a lot of reference books. This is not bragging, but kindly I admit. Now? My reference books I already bought, are all left untouched yet. My mom used to say.. I mean, always say that if you want to buy something, make sure it's something you always want to use. Hmm yeah, so in just 4 days time, it's New Year of 2012. I'm just too happy of making some new resolution. About PMR? Don't have to mention, I already have it in mind. 

Anyway, looks like my pretty and fluffy friend, Afina is joining cheerleaders team for our school. Fluffy? I mean, like a teddy bear! And I wonder, how cute she is when putting the cheerleader outfit on her body. She's very excited about it, and good luck Afina! I'll always support you dear. Oh speaking of her, I really miss her :') Like so very much. I still remember when one day, she came to school and joined the bunch of our friends. And suddenly, I hugged her. Seriously, I felt so calm haha and she seemed didn't care I hugged her too tight. See, I don't care how was it as long as she was once there besides me.

And, I already found my childhood diary! So I read the whole book, it was so funny and I found myself smiling alone. And sometimes, grinning. Also, laughing while saying 'seriously? my god, malunya' Lastly, laughing loudly until my mom knocked my door to make sure I'm okay.

Dayana

Through everything.

Hey humans, hmm I woke up this morning as in yesterday and my mom called my name. I opened my door and she was already there.. right in front of my door room. She seemed very happy and she was smiling plus, grinning. The truth is, I've been accepted to the school I've stated before. Maybe my mom is very happy, but I'm not. Instead, I feel so pathetic. I have to leave my girlfriends, schoolmates, everything and Adib. Yes, my parents made this choice. I admit, I feel so sad. But, when I think of it back, maybe my childhood friend till now, Hafetz was right. Parents' choice always the best, and maybe there will be something good happen next. Yeah, I always pray for that too. It's not that I hate that school. All schools are just the same, it's just our decision to choose which path we want. It's about my future. Just, I'm afraid of losing contact with them. In fact, I still want to stay keep in touch with them. Always. Please, only Allah knows how I feel right now. Hmm I was crying and I had no one to talk with. Suddenly, Aliana just popped out in my mind. I don't know why, so she was listening to me :') well even though her Internet connection was acting so not cool, but it's okay to me. At least, I let everything out to someone. And not to forget, I chatted with Aina too and I told her. Hey, it was damn fun, two person I really miss were there to give me support. So, next year, it's our turn to face PMR just like 96's just did few months ago. I'll be prepared, and all 97's you too.

Dayana