I have loved you.

Hey humans, so I just got back from Bukit Raja. Yeah, I had a reunion with 2 Gemilang '11 today. Well, it was great meeting my classmates who will be my ex schoolmates next year :') Hmm so, I was happy today for getting some presents from my classmates and my gurlzz. I was surprised, never thought that I would get such wonderful things before my leaving. Anyway Emy didn't show up, due to some reason :'/ Why Emy, why? And after that, I watched Jack and Jill with Aliana, Aina and Anis. We also accompanied Anis to buy a tee for herself :'/ using a voucher $$ So, let the pictures tell.

Presenting.. Our 'adorable' faces.

Shaza was there too :')

Hi Hairil ;-)

Crazy guys next table.

Nizam.. with his pizza slice.

Talkative girl behind my table.

Got our own specialty.

One last shot, aww I wish Emy was there :')

So guys, thanks for ze reunion and Alhamdulillah, I had blast. And for the gifts, thank you so much! I love them all. And, thanks for being such crazy maniac and awesome classmates for this whole year. I'll always remember this year, 2011 ♥

Ze presents will be uploaded in next post. Till then.

Dayana

Part of my life.

Hello kids, oh am I that old? I'm sorry. Hey people, so my preparation for school is 45% done. Hehe if my mom reads this, I'll get a free flying kick. Hm even I don't read any book yet during this holiday. Okay I'm worried.. about myself. Feel like I already lost part of my old 'me'. When I was kid, I love to read books. I mean, a lot of reference books. This is not bragging, but kindly I admit. Now? My reference books I already bought, are all left untouched yet. My mom used to say.. I mean, always say that if you want to buy something, make sure it's something you always want to use. Hmm yeah, so in just 4 days time, it's New Year of 2012. I'm just too happy of making some new resolution. About PMR? Don't have to mention, I already have it in mind. 

Anyway, looks like my pretty and fluffy friend, Afina is joining cheerleaders team for our school. Fluffy? I mean, like a teddy bear! And I wonder, how cute she is when putting the cheerleader outfit on her body. She's very excited about it, and good luck Afina! I'll always support you dear. Oh speaking of her, I really miss her :') Like so very much. I still remember when one day, she came to school and joined the bunch of our friends. And suddenly, I hugged her. Seriously, I felt so calm haha and she seemed didn't care I hugged her too tight. See, I don't care how was it as long as she was once there besides me.

And, I already found my childhood diary! So I read the whole book, it was so funny and I found myself smiling alone. And sometimes, grinning. Also, laughing while saying 'seriously? my god, malunya' Lastly, laughing loudly until my mom knocked my door to make sure I'm okay.

Dayana

Through everything.

Hey humans, hmm I woke up this morning as in yesterday and my mom called my name. I opened my door and she was already there.. right in front of my door room. She seemed very happy and she was smiling plus, grinning. The truth is, I've been accepted to the school I've stated before. Maybe my mom is very happy, but I'm not. Instead, I feel so pathetic. I have to leave my girlfriends, schoolmates, everything and Adib. Yes, my parents made this choice. I admit, I feel so sad. But, when I think of it back, maybe my childhood friend till now, Hafetz was right. Parents' choice always the best, and maybe there will be something good happen next. Yeah, I always pray for that too. It's not that I hate that school. All schools are just the same, it's just our decision to choose which path we want. It's about my future. Just, I'm afraid of losing contact with them. In fact, I still want to stay keep in touch with them. Always. Please, only Allah knows how I feel right now. Hmm I was crying and I had no one to talk with. Suddenly, Aliana just popped out in my mind. I don't know why, so she was listening to me :') well even though her Internet connection was acting so not cool, but it's okay to me. At least, I let everything out to someone. And not to forget, I chatted with Aina too and I told her. Hey, it was damn fun, two person I really miss were there to give me support. So, next year, it's our turn to face PMR just like 96's just did few months ago. I'll be prepared, and all 97's you too.

Dayana

Doesn't comfort me.

(Morning post) Hey people, I'm having flu right now. I keep sneezing today. Whatever it is, I must recover soon. I want to play badminton often and also follow wherever my mom goes. But, there's only one issue, I can't stand with the taste of medicine. Okay, I just took Panadol Soluble two times yesterday. Hee, I just found out that it solutes very fast in the water and I was amazed a bit. I just looked at the tablet amazingly. Oh, about the taste? It makes my throat feels uncomfortable at first. Seriously, I can't stand with this situation. My nose can sense nothing. Urgh, mucus! Disgusting, isn't it? And, my voice? Doesn't sound like it was already. Hence, my eyes? It turns reddish suddenly. But, still grateful to have a mother who really cares about me. She's the one who asked me to swallow those tablets. Yeah, but due to my condition, I have to.

(Evening post) So, I decided to add up some words for this evening. I'm too lazy of making another post. Tomorrow, PMR 2011 results will be given out to 96's. I hope they will be satisfied with their result. So, to all my cousins, 15-years-old aunty, all 96's especially my schoolmates, I wish you luck tomorrow okay. If you think your result sucks, just move on and try again during next big exam. Hm suddenly, I feel nervous. It's my turn next year to be in their shoe :/

Anyway, my dad's car key is lost. It happened last night, but everybody noticed its loss this morning. My dad doesn't know about this actually, due to his mood to drive the other car. Seriously, if he finds out, everybody in the house has to take the responsibility, especially me and abang. Yeah, we're the last person who used the car to buy Tutti Frutti for supper. Please Allah, give us clues to find the key. Or else.. Everybody will be volunteered to listen to his nagging. Hm we're freaking out.

Dayana

Turning bigger.

Hey people, hee I just took my bath and I'm smelling really really nice, erm it's just the power of Lifebuoy bodywash effect actually. So few days ago, I bought some revision books of Form 1 and Form 2. Yeah, I didn't buy Form 3's, yet. Look, I don't want to mess my house with a lot of books for the time being. I want to study slowly and smoothly. Besides, I don't want to mix my revision during this holiday with next year's chapters. Like I said, smoothly. As you know, I don't go to any tuition class, yet. Perhaps, next year I'll get a home tutor teacher ;-) I have to study hard, really. 

Next chapter (with Taylor Swift's tone in Story of Us please..) ; Well, tomorrow my mom and I will go shopping for my school uniform and other preparation too. Sometimes I just can't believe that I'm turning to 15 next year. Nvm, I have to accept this fact somehow. Omg, I miss my friends. It has been too long I didn't meet them. Speaking of them, 2 Gemilang will have a reception at Bukit Raja. Ya Allah, finally I get to see them.

Dayana

Don't be hurt.

Hey, have you been hurt by someone? Someone you really care and adore? Doesn't matter they're just your friends or someone special in your life. If you've been, you must really know exactly how it feels right. It hurts, really. But seriously, it doesn't mean you have to give up and do nothing right. I admit, after I've been hurt long time ago, I felt like I wasn't needed in this life. Nobody would really care about me. I asked myself a question, what should I do? Commit suicide? Never crossed in my mind at all. But, avoid people? I thought that was the best, but I was afraid to do so. Well, I did think if I avoid people, maybe the problem will be solved and everyone would stay out of my business. Eventually, I did. Unfortunately, during the process of avoiding people, it was hard to face it. Everybody was still looking for me, asked me whether I'm okay or not. See, I suffered enough. The fact is, I still need them in my life. Hence, I realized that there's many people out there still really care about me. It's just I didn't realize at the first place. So what I'm trying to say is, no matter how far you try to run away from your problem, the ones who really care about you will come closer. You just can't lose them, just try to accept the fact. Don't lose them because of some fools around you. Yeah, I hope this will remind you and of course, myself too. You're always given some options so, decide wisely. Till then.

Dayana

Non reckless ,

Hey people, how's holiday? Cool? Well, that's good. At least, you got something interesting to do. Hm mine? I planned to go shopping with mom or friends, watch every single movie available (which is interesting), go for a vacation, eat food as many as I can before. But, I do none of them yet. Hee, the last one has to be ignored. It's like I don't have any perfect time to do those. Hm I just want to fill this holiday with some joy and fun. It's just I don't want to just sit at home, watch tv as long as I can, eat some unhealthy food (which I asked you to ignore in the previous sentence), get fat and unbalanced body, sleep late at night, and finally get a long sleep till afternoon. So perhaps, I will think of something to do or to go before the school starts. Just don't forget to remind myself and yourself about PMR next year. Wee, I'm a big girl now.

Anyway, me and Atiqah maybe will watch Puss In Boots at Subang Parade next week. But, we didn't decide the date yet. Oh God, I really miss her :') Hee, plus there's a lot of stories to be shared. Hm speaking of her, it reminds me of our sleepover routine before. Hehe, every holiday I would sleep at her house since she's staying in hostel. We used to watch tv late at night and online till we get asleep. But now, we've been busy with our school and stuffs. Hey girl, just want to say that I miss you a lot :') Hee, well I'm lucky to have you #justsaying

Dayana

Changing ,

Hey people, as you see, I'm back. My past? Yeah, it's already vanished from my mind. Don't have to think about it anymore. So, when I was being invisible, many things happened. Many kinds of decision I've made. And of course, I really miss my fellow friends :') Hee, so you see, my blog appearance has been changed. I was just getting bored with the last one, so I decided to make a change of it. Approved - me, myself really like it. Okay, on last Friday, my family and I watched Ombak Rindu expect my dad at 10 pm something. Yeah, it was kind of awkward because my mother actually doesn't really like to watch movie in cinema. Usually, she will wait for the CD to be sold in the store. But, this movie, she really loves it and decided to watch it instantly. So, we just joined her. So, the movie was okay and I really enjoyed watching it. I don't know why, but I think you should grab the tickets now. Weee, I bought Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 1 and Part 2 the other day and I already watched them. Hehe, I was so happy. Not because of getting the CD, but also satisfied because finally, I've watched them. Speaking of Harry Potter, it reminds me of Aliana. Hehe, I wonder how she's doing eh. Of course she's fine, she's a big girl.

Haaa, my mom decided to jog starting this Monday. I'm so excited, it has been a long time since me and my mom last jogged together. Besides, I can lose this weight of mine and be healthy before the school starts. Hm lately, I've been eating unhealthy food a lot and that's not good like seriously! So, make some exercise to overcome it (insert grin here) Speaking of school, I don't start reading a book yet. Hm I should be starting this week, make a revision and be a smart little girl instantly - okay, that's insane! Anyway my mom asked me to wake up early every morning just to be prepared for next year session. Okay, I really think so hm, but that needs a lot to process. I admit, I wake up at 10 am or more almost every morning since holiday began. So, I planned to start it smoothly. Hey, no need to rush aight. 

Hm anyway, I'm craving for a cup of Tutti Frutti. I really need one, please. Listen, my stomach is making a sound, hehe really don't have to tell that -.- And, really want to watch Breaking Dawn but with whom? Nvm, I'll find one creature ;-)

Dayana